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FDC was so screwed.

Woke up around 5am then cabbed to school at around 5.45am.
I found out that Jia Sheng and Benjamin were already there.
But, the school wasn't open.
Edward came a while later.
So did Jon Hon.
They begun doing footdrill in the middle of the road.
I was stuck with 4 crazy people.
Sharmine came moments later.
She saved my life(:


Then the uncle came and opened the school.
Hooray(:
We got changed and did one round of format then we set off to Maris Stella.
I was feeling super nervous then.
What if i screwed up?
What if we didn't win champion?
We were in the holding room waiting for our turn.
My teeth started chattering and my legs were damn wobbly.


Finally our turn came.
Benjamin started singing the ''now or never'' song from HSM3(:
When we marched in, i almost lost my balance but thank God i didn't.
Soon Kong screwed up during the turning drills.
And Nabil screwed up during the slow march.
Everybody makes mistakes so nevermind.
I was negative then and i knew we won't win champion cos there wasn't hope.

After everything, we all went to the parade grounds for the prize presentation.
My heart was beating damn fast and it felt like it was going to burst.
They announced the results.
3rd- Maris Stella High
2nd-Gan Eng Seng School
My heart stopped beating.
I seriously wanted to turn back the time.
1st-Holy Innocent
Why must it be Holy Innocent?
Why that school?
I really hate it
I cried my heart out until there were no more tears left to cry.
But Ryan won the best commander.
Congrats Ryan(:

Everyone started crying then.
Jacelyn cried like crazy.
It was super hard to accept that we won 2nd.
All along we thought we were going to win champion.
I seriously think i've let the officers down.
6 years of effort wasted.
I'm really sorry.
But at least we've won 2nd.
It's better than not winning anything.
We've been training since july, i think.
All our effort has really paid off.
I really hate the judge.
So what if he was from the police?
He said we could do better and keep up the good work.
I so wanted to box the judge.

Anyways, i bet we will do better in the next FDC.
And i just realized that people can't really recognise me cos i'm really tan and i look like a malay person.
Thank you to everybody who came down to support us and give us the motivation.
I really feel motivated and touched.

I can't understand why you said that.
If you want to say that, go straight to the point and don't beat about the bush.
You said we don't deserve to win champion.
Everybody makes mistakes.
I know its hard for you to accept the truth but it is even harder for us.
We trained for so hard and what you said has really cut a big hole in my heart.
Everyone was feeling really emo during that time and you just said that.
I bet everybody hates you now.
I know our standard isn't there and we're becoming more slack.
But we'll try our best to improve.
But its gonna be hard for me cos i hate you to the core now.
You went too far.
Way beyond my limits.