flagday yesterday. a whole lot of thanks to my 4 wonderful friends who helped me.

had sl meeting today and lunched after that. lost my appetite again. only 5 spoonfuls of ban mian and i didn't want to eat anymore. but yeah. i thank God that auntie kong was there for me yesterday listening to my crying. i feel better and relieved.

i don't know if you read this blog anymore but

i guess this is the end for us.

i still love you as much as before.

things will never be the same as before but i hope things will be better for us in the future.

i've got to get used to doing things without you and i know its going to be tough for me but i know i'll be able to do it.

i'm so sorry.

a message, just a message and a smile, keeps me alive.